purgatio: ([z] desperation's denial)
Albedo ([personal profile] purgatio) wrote in [community profile] insomnis_veritas 2014-03-03 10:44 pm (UTC)

What do you think you can do?!

[ And there's desperation now, desperation and want and fear, because, because--

Oh, give him a reason. Please give him a reason. ]


Do you think you can stop me?! You can't even get home! Do you want me to be miserable forever?!

[ Because, because--

That is the truth, despite all things. ]


Do you want me to live forever--to exist--

[ The word is hated, spit out. ]

--With no chance of truly being alive?! I don't have anything! I don't belong anywhere! I'm nothing!

[ This is the core of one who would affect confidence. This is the core of one tainted by a god. Albedo, who knows he was a mistake from the start, the fact no one saw fit to hide, whose brothers betrayed and abandoned him, and whose life has been a hollow shell from the start--

His only wish is to cease to be. ]

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